Invincible Me

Fighting the demon inside her! Enjoying the pleasure of pain! Just a cut in her arm and she's happy again What kind of sadistic joy is this? I wonder ! Depression is a war, a battle with yourself! Comes in a fancy package with insomnia as bonus ! Pills to sleep, pills to stay up, pills to smile, pills to be human ! Depression is a thief a scavenger of its kind Eating you up from the inside in your sane mind! No I'm not sad, I don't hate people, I am not a weirdo, I'm not a creep Don't ask me what's wrong, cuz trust me I don't know ! I want friends but I hate socialising I want to be warm but I seem stone cold Dwelling in memories, crying over a lost love! Wanting someone around only to steal the attention ! Don't call this depression cuz all this has emotions and feelings! While depression is a murder killing the true self Sometimes I feel it's time to give up Sometimes I feel I'm gonna die a lonely hag Sometimes I know al...

I give up worrying about your existence I give up crying about our distance I give up hoping you'd come back one day  Cuz damn if you don't want me yet then I'm sure you're gay ! I give up waiting for a fairy tale ending I give up stopping myself from a new beginning I give up wasting my time dwelling in memories I give up giving in to your crazy mysteries I give up wanting not to be impulsive in life I give up praying for those who wait for me with a knife I give up trying hard to impress you I give up doing the same things that ones who've failed in love do I give up hoping my prince will come on his horse to take me I give up living in an isolated cage and telling people to let me be!! I confess I was wrong in my decisions, love, character and acquaintance But I give up letting you pull me down cuz thanks to these Decisions I'm proud of my existence I give up whining about a painful life I give up being harsh on myself I give up not...

Fighting the demon inside her! Enjoying the pleasure of pain! Just a cut in her arm and she's happy again What kind of sadistic joy is this? I wonder ! Depression is a war, a battle with yourself! Comes in a fancy package with insomnia as bonus ! Pills to sleep, pills to stay up, pills to smile, pills to be human ! Depression is a thief a scavenger of its kind Eating you up from the inside in your sane mind! No I'm not sad, I don't hate people, I am not a weirdo, I'm not a creep Don't ask me what's wrong, cuz trust me I don't know ! I want friends but I hate socialising I want to be warm but I seem stone cold Dwelling in memories, crying over a lost love! Wanting someone around only to steal the attention ! Don't call this depression cuz all these involve emotions and feelings! While depression is a murder killing the true self Sometimes I feel it's time to give up Sometimes I feel I'm gonna die a lonely hag Sometimes I ...

When first I looked into his eyes, My existence became a thousand sighs. My heart roared out a thunder beat, jolted by hidden emotions to delete The aura of love had touched my soul, as the bell of destiny began to toll. While the rhythm of love hit high notes I stood there unshaken hoping to see our anecdotes When I first looked into his eyes, all time and space were paralyzed And in that instant, I was shown a universe that I had never known. A universe that has no time, One where love equated an infinite dime I dwell there still, in Paradise, when I look right into his eyes. Honoured I was for he felt the same All he wanted was us to proclaim That before we knew it, we were enchanted by love All set to write our marriage vow It only takes a second they say To fall in love and to go away It only takes a second we say To walk the journey and mend our way For it is the trust that we have In each other and our accidental love.............. - Sitara S Naidu (Invincible me)

You may see her struggle But she will not fall Fighting the stereotypical society she stood tall With fire blazing from her armor She stood before her deepest fear Fighting like the Lion of the Jungle Fighting against the predators that preyed her flesh She never let her fears leave her boundaries, Or let a soul hear her cries. She never let her tears out and frown, For she dread vulnerability will bring her rage down. Let lose they told her life is a game It only strengthened her and took her to fame The wild fire in her soul fumed through her eyes She set fire to all the politics driven with lies She never looked for pity, Or sympathy from the frozen hearted society. On winning her battle she felt no pain When confronted “Numbness” is what she gained. Numb from those words that struck her Numb from the world of fake people Numb from the men that deceived her Numb from everything evil For she is the army of her battle And she is the one that rules You ...

I stood there watching her trust people blindly I stood there watching her being betrayed She did not shake nor shrill all she said was "Pain is bliss" and moved on I felt the blood rush warm in her body when her parents betrayed her Pain is bliss she told herself and moved on I watched her fight her life like the knight of her Kingdom and every time she fell "Pain is bliss" she moaned and moved on I watched her longing for love all her life and every heartbreak she fixed the pieces and murmured "Pain is bliss" and moved on I watched her being nice and helpful to friends and they shut her away with no emotions She smirked and said "Pain is Bliss" and moved on One fine day she lay on a chair alone staring at the cealing.... tears rolling down her stressed eyes I looked into her and  spoke the words "Pain is bliss" and took her with me signing off Love Death............ - Sitara S Naidu (Invincible Me)