The monster within
Fighting the demon inside her! Enjoying the pleasure of pain! Just a cut in her arm and she's happy again What kind of sadistic joy is this? I wonder ! Depression is a war, a battle with yourself! Comes in a fancy package with insomnia as bonus ! Pills to sleep, pills to stay up, pills to smile, pills to be human ! Depression is a thief a scavenger of its kind Eating you up from the inside in your sane mind! No I'm not sad, I don't hate people, I am not a weirdo, I'm not a creep Don't ask me what's wrong, cuz trust me I don't know ! I want friends but I hate socialising I want to be warm but I seem stone cold Dwelling in memories, crying over a lost love! Wanting someone around only to steal the attention ! Don't call this depression cuz all this has emotions and feelings! While depression is a murder killing the true self Sometimes I feel it's time to give up Sometimes I feel I'm gonna die a lonely hag Sometimes I know al...