I give up !


I give up worrying about your existence
I give up crying about our distance
I give up hoping you'd come back one day 
Cuz damn if you don't want me yet then I'm sure you're gay !
I give up waiting for a fairy tale ending
I give up stopping myself from a new beginning
I give up wasting my time dwelling in memories
I give up giving in to your crazy mysteries
I give up wanting not to be impulsive in life
I give up praying for those who wait for me with a knife
I give up trying hard to impress you
I give up doing the same things that ones who've failed in love do
I give up hoping my prince will come on his horse to take me
I give up living in an isolated cage and telling people to let me be!!
I confess I was wrong in my decisions, love, character and acquaintance
But I give up letting you pull me down cuz thanks to these Decisions I'm proud of my existence
I give up whining about a painful life
I give up being harsh on myself
I give up not loving myself
I give up hoping you'd be happy
I GIVE UP !
Sitara S Naidu (Invincible Me)

Comments

  1. The Druid19 January 2018 at 12:43

    Well done! Repetitive senses pulled off really well!

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