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Fire blazing in her eyes
Voices screaming in her head
Guilt crawling up her spine 
She stood still as her spirit fled
A facade concealing her life of lies
“The end is finally here”, she said
A broken soul in a massacred shrine
She drifted to the past when it all began
She watched him touch her, she watched him grin,
With lust in his eyes, he exploited her innocence and left her broken
“I was only eleven”, she yelled
Her body cringed in pain and shame
She stood still!
Later cruised in betrayal, heartbreaks, denial and personality fakes
They made her a stooge, but numb she stayed
She lived a life of empty joy
In silence she sat when her emotions were toyed
All she wanted was to feel the warmth of a true smile
But nothing and no one seemed honest and worthwhile
She held a blade against her wrist
Preparing herself for her last journey
She looked behind and saw a smile
She saw the grin on his face again
“I will not give up” she promised herself
“A lustful demon cannot decide my future”
She turned her pain to strength
She turned her rage to love her life
She walked away with her head held high
“Cuz suicide is only for the coward” she said
Conquering her battles, peace and love she spread!
- Sitara

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