Invincible Me

I give up worrying about your existence I give up crying about our distance I give up hoping you'd come back one day  Cuz damn if you don't want me yet then I'm sure you're gay ! I give up waiting for a fairy tale ending I give up stopping myself from a new beginning I give up wasting my time dwelling in memories I give up giving in to your crazy mysteries I give up wanting not to be impulsive in life I give up praying for those who wait for me with a knife I give up trying hard to impress you I give up doing the same things that ones who've failed in love do I give up hoping my prince will come on his horse to take me I give up living in an isolated cage and telling people to let me be!! I confess I was wrong in my decisions, love, character and acquaintance But I give up letting you pull me down cuz thanks to these Decisions I'm proud of my existence I give up whining about a painful life I give up being harsh on myself I give up not...

Fighting the demon inside her! Enjoying the pleasure of pain! Just a cut in her arm and she's happy again What kind of sadistic joy is this? I wonder ! Depression is a war, a battle with yourself! Comes in a fancy package with insomnia as bonus ! Pills to sleep, pills to stay up, pills to smile, pills to be human ! Depression is a thief a scavenger of its kind Eating you up from the inside in your sane mind! No I'm not sad, I don't hate people, I am not a weirdo, I'm not a creep Don't ask me what's wrong, cuz trust me I don't know ! I want friends but I hate socialising I want to be warm but I seem stone cold Dwelling in memories, crying over a lost love! Wanting someone around only to steal the attention ! Don't call this depression cuz all these involve emotions and feelings! While depression is a murder killing the true self Sometimes I feel it's time to give up Sometimes I feel I'm gonna die a lonely hag Sometimes I ...